In my summer paradise

I HAVE A HOUSE TO CALL MY OWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

will update when internet returns and i return from expo

Saturday, June 13, 2009
Father's Day

Ｍｙ　Ｆａｔｈｅｒ’ｓ　Ｄａｙ

さよならさえうまく言えずにただ涙堪えて
今すぐでも少しかすれた声掛けてくれそうで

苦しみさえ見せないアナタはとても綺麗で
微笑だけ浮かべて独り消えていったＦａｔｈｅｒ’ｓ　Ｄａｙ

”Ｙｏｕ　ｃａｎ　ｆｉｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　Ｎｅｏ　Ｕｎｉｖｅｒｓｅ
ｗｉｔｈｏｕｔ　ｔｅａｒｓ　ｎｏｒ　ａｎｙ　ｗｏｒｄｓ．”
アナタの言葉抱いて

Ｉ’ｌl　ｔａｋｅ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｅ　Ｎｅｏ　Ｕｎｉｖｅｒｓｅ
ｗｉｔｈｏｕｔ　ｆｅａｒｓ　ｎｏｒ　ａｎｙ　ｄｏｕｂｔｓ．
いつかまだ出逢える日まで

胸の中の色褪せはしない思い出は永遠で
溢れ出した涙はやがて雪へと変わってゆく

百日紅の導く先にアナタが笑ってて
散り始めたこの季節が僕にとってのＦａｔｈｅｒ’ｓ　Ｄａｙ

”Ｙｏｕ　ｃａｎ　ｆｉｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　Ｎｅｏ　Ｕｎｉｖｅｒｓｅ
ｗｉｔｈｏｕｔ　ｔｅａｒｓ　ｎｏｒ　ａｎｙ　ｗｏｒｄｓ．”
アナタの言葉抱いて

Ｉ’ｌl　ｔａｋｅ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｅ　Ｎｅｏ　Ｕｎｉｖｅｒｓｅ
ｗｉｔｈｏｕｔ　ｆｅａｒｓ　ｎｏｒ　ａｎｙ　ｄｏｕｂｔｓ．
きっとまた出逢える
Ｇｏｏｄ－ｂｙｅ　Ｄａｄ

”Ｙｏｕ　ｃａｎ　ｆｉｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　Ｎｅｏ　Ｕｎｉｖｅｒｓｅ
ｗｉｔｈｏｕｔ　ｔｅａｒｓ　ｎｏｒ　ａｎｙ　ｗｏｒｄｓ．
Ｄｒｙ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｔｅａｒｓ．．．Ｙｏｕ　ｃａｎ　ｇｏ　ｆｏｒｔｈ　ａｌｏｎｅ．”

Ｉ’ｌl　ｔａｋｅ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｅ　Ｎｅｏ　Ｕｎｉｖｅｒｓｅ
ｗｉｔｈｏｕｔ　ｆｅａｒｓ　ｎｏｒ　ａｎｙ　ｄｏｕｂｔｓ．
Ｔｈｅ　ｍａｎｙ　ｔｈｉｎｇｓ　ｙｏｕ　ｈａｖｅ　ｌｅｆｔ　ｆｏｒ　ｍｅ
Ｇｏｏｄ－ｂｙｅ　Ｄａｄ

”Ｙｏｕ　ｃａｎ　ｆｉｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　Ｎｅｏ　Ｕｎｉｖｅｒｓｅ
ｗｉｔｈｏｕｔ　ｔｅａｒｓ　ｎｏｒ　ａｎｙ　ｗｏｒｄｓ．”
アナタの言葉抱いて

Ｉ’ｌl　ｔａｋｅ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｅ　Ｎｅｏ　Ｕｎｉｖｅｒｓｅ
ｗｉｔｈｏｕｔ　ｆｅａｒｓ　ｎｏｒ　ａｎｙ　ｄｏｕｂｔｓ．
今は前を向いて
ずっと歩いてゆくよ

This is part of a string of singles from Gackt, in celebration of is solo career reaching its 10 year mark. The song is My Father's Day written for, Ogata Ken, for whom Gackt regarded to be a father figure to him. For those who don't know Gackt and his biological father never really had a close relationship, and Ogata, filled in that void for Gackt.

Just like Gackt's tribute to Kami san [my you rest in peace], this upbeat song contains very heartfelt and sincere meanings. About no being able to say goodbye to the person who you looked up to but remembering that it is more of a tribute to continue living life to its fullest then to just mourn with no growth in life.

It makes me wonder about my father.. does he realize how much he has hurt us?

Tuesday, June 9, 2009
"It's a GUNDAM!!"

So for those who may not know it... this year the Gundam franchise [collectively licensed by Bandai and its subsidiaries] is celebrating its 30th Anniversary \(^o^)/ YAY go gundam!!

And to celebrate this commemorative moment, Bandai, teamed up with Green Tokyo to build a FULL SIZE SCALED GUNDAM.. yes you read it right.. FULL SIZE SCALED GUNDAM! The project started in early May in North Shiokaze Park in Japan and as of last week the final touches have been made and the gundam is complete

They opted to assemble the RX78 which was piloted by Amuro Rei in the first mobile suit gundam series as it was fit that the first full scale gundam be the first gundam in existence in the gundam universe. Supposedly there are movable aspects to this gundam as well as some lighting aspects. The gundam will be on free public view until the end of July when it will be dismantled and moved to a different location *sigh* if only the gundam museum was still open.

Doesn't this beg the question: If they can build a full scale gundam... doesn't that mean they can build a full scale workable gundam?

photo credits to : Moè Passion Blog
http://punynari.wordpress.com/2009/06/09/assembled-life-sized-rx78-gundam-part-1/

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If the gundam festivities weren't enough in Japan XD we are going have gundams here in the US... YES ANIME EXPO YO!!!

Aside from the massive list of gundam related guest of honors that Anime Expo is getting this year which include the director, producer, character designer for Gundam 00..

Bandai JAPAN will also be attending with a special gundam cosplay competition [sadly its only for 00 though]

Many of you know that my family are big gundam fans .. last year my bro attempted to create a gundam costume.. which we have dubbed "the costume that may never be mentioned again" but this year with a better sense of what we are doing and with more of the right material.. ^^

May I present to you ...

SHIN MUSHA GUNDAM

here is a reference picture :

Here is my brother's costume thus far:

Pardon the mess in the bg ^^;; in the midst of moving and chaos and all that good stuff..

There is still lots to be tweaked on the costume and more goodies to add on... but ....

(>-<) ISN'T IT WAY COOL?!?!?

Well anyways.. wish my bro luck for masquerade this year !!! Ill post up pics and videos of his perf after AX...

GAH 3 more weeks and so much to do *runs like a headless chicken*

Tuesday, June 2, 2009
HB 2009 Recap

Well for now lets just say XD as much as I thought it was going to be sucky... because of friends/family/ and just interesting moments.. it was loads of fun

I'll update later on but here are the pics I took from HB [ BoF boy focused for a certain dongsaeng XD

Here are the fancams I took. As you can see XD I was quite close.. umm row 3 in pool circle to be exact ^-^

Just press the > arrow and it will take you to the next one in the playlist are:
ss501
kim tae woo
son ho young
son ho young + kim tae woo
G.O.D mini reunion <333
lena park
baek ji young
shinee [replay and amigo]

**click hq.. even though youtube still killed the quality but its better than their normal**

hope you enjoy and ill prolly come back to write a long winded blog about it .. if i remember XD

HB is done... NOW ON TO ANIME EXPO 2009 !!

Summer is here ^_^

Summer is approaching.. time for a new layout, new outlook on life.. and LOTS OF FUN!!!

Summer Tunes

About Me

Hi ^-^ my name is Linda but everyone online knows me as either Rei, Hikari, Hikariblade, Rabudokichaos, Chaos, Mitsukai. You can call me which ever you please .

I am 23 going on 24 T_T;; yes I am an oldie..

This is where I'll vent, inspire, share, and just about do anything as long as I have time for it.

I am a very simple person, with simple dreams and huge obstacles that challenge me at every moment. I sometimes want to give it all up, but those that I care for mean too much for me to do that.

I am cold at first but if you give me the chance, you'll get to see the me that would shock you .