I am a person that has few friends. People may think that I have a lot of friends, but truthfully there are only a handful of people that I consider my friends. Even fewer that I can say that I would have no worries about putting my life in their hands.

Over the years I have always been the kind of person that even with my cold demeanor, people seem to become fascinated with me for one reason or another. In the end very few genuinely wanted be friends without motives. Some where to have me do things for them [I've been told I am very naive], protect them, praise them in a sense they want me to be their entourage, make them look fabulous [because I am fat, ugly and over all homely]. Because of my past experiences.. for a good 5 years of my life I shut myself in a bubble and didn't dare become close to anyone.

Recently in the last 2 years because of different things I've slowly opened up myself to people and yet again the same thing happens, but at least this time I was blessed to meet someone that I can call my best friend, my real true best friend.

This friend has never judged me and knows all my flaws but still sticks by me when I am my highest and lowest in life. I was always told that friends never stay for long and that someone like me would never have a real friend. This friend proves that all those things people told me are wrong. I know I do stupid things and I've probably hurt you more than once un-intentionally, yet you always find it in your heart to forgive me because you understand me that well.

We joke around about karma and soulmates and fate... I guess it was karma and fate that led us to meet. In so many senses we are soo much alike which is why we were drawn to each other and in other sense we are soo much different which allows us to learn from each other [though I think it's more of me learning from you] We joke and banter about who is older than who sometimes, but it's because we both live lives that required us to grow up more quicker than others. Yet deep down inside.. we still have our childlike innocence. ^-^ I hope that this innocence never is taken away from you, though I say innocence... it is more of sincerity than anything. We both hide things from others, but in the end cannot hide things from each other or ourselves.

I hope you know how truly blessed and honored I am to have met such a great friend as you..

I know I've said this before but this is true,

You are like the older sister that I've always wanted and needed in my life.

Saranghaeyo .


Okay .. ^-^;; seeing that I have prolly gone over the deep end with seriousness in the last 2 out of 3 posts this week.. some good tidings now.

Chloe unnie has opened her awesome website after months of idleness and obscurity via net life.. AND IM GOING TO PROMOTE IT HERE XD CUZ .. YEAH IT IS JUST THAT PWNSOME!!!


but seriously everyone check it out ... she is an awesome writer and graphics genius.
@chloe unnie: I have changed my layout.. umm 4 times but unnie has changed it twice too soooooo I'm only two ahead XD

Woah... 3 blogs in 2 days... so unlike me XD but I was told that blogs are meant to be kept updated.. (^-^);; unlike my old ones.. yes MULTIPLE.. hmm let's see how long this one lasts...